spongebob
sorry for losing you
i seriously wanna cry ..............
are you doing fine ?
are you gonna be alright ?
i shouldn't be so careless
it is my fault ...
i ......am so SAD !!
nothing's gonna express my feeling now
R.I.P spongebob

wanted to stop this
very much
i don't like things happen this way
and you know i always wanted things to go just the way it is
like the chips fall wherever it may
and isn't it simple as that ?
no ,things never gonna be so simple ....
this was what i realized
in your life
it is just what you wanna do
but in my life
it is a trouble

i'll never be the same
if we ever meet again
won't let you get away
said if we ever meet again
this free's fall
got me so
kiss me all night never let me go
i'll never be the same
if we ever meet again

truth is hard to accept but never to be denied
can you please listen to me
cause what i said was the truth
of mine

you are so special
you made miracles in my life
you are not perfect
but you won't be out of my mind
you made up my life

you made your own fantasies
but it is not mine
you think you are doing something good
but it is not for me
you think that you are being protective
but you are a fool to me
you think that you are cute,you are really cute
but you are the dumbest creature
you think that you are gonna be the same role i am playin
but sorry it is a long long way to go
you think that you are happy for what you are havin now
IT IS ALWAYS YOU,NOT ME

things doesn't seems to be wrong anyway ...
just kinda tired everyday ...
school ,off ,school ,off ...it keeps repeatin ...
well i think it might going to change a little if i dun need to cycle to UNI ...ha,well ,it's impossible...
PRINCIPLES OF ECONOMY is not killin me yet ,it is still under my control
so does FINANCIAL ACCOUNTIN but well ,i need to put some effort still ..
BASIC ENGLISH sounds easy but actually it isn't , it can be tough like hell when u slip yr mind away during class for the first lesson and the next u are probably swirling yr mind
CRITICAL THINKIN is something like psycho but actually not ,it is like teachin us how to think ,how to evaluate ,how to define ,makes an arguement ...something like that ...it needs thinkin skills and well , like it says we need to get rid of our prejudices to think fairly but well ,this skill i think i stil need to be acquired ... :)
tryin hard
anyways one thing , GENERAL MATHEMATICS forever seems to be so hard to me ,it never gonna be easy for just one moment ...you know i am so dread of maths ....
o no , u know i can love you but you make me HATE you ....
now sooner or later you are going to be my enemy ...it says that you should know your enemy in order to get over them ...
do you know your enemy ...??
ha,i don't

well i bought some 2nd-hand books ,which i think it helps me ...

i think i need to improve the usage of english ....it costs me RM 2 only ....

there you go
you are always so right
it's all a big show
it's all bout you
you think you know
what everyone needs
you always take time to criticize me
it seems like everyday
i make mistake
i just can't get it right
it's like i am the one
you love to hate
but not today
so shut up shut up shut up
don't wanna hear it
get out get out get out
get out of my way
step out step out step out
you'll never stop me
nothing you say today is gonna bring me down

i cycled to college ,supposed to be university ...
i sat in the class havin my subjects ...
i was trying my best to catch up everything ...and listen carefully what the lecture was teaching
my life has proceed to another stage ...a whole new stage
and time flies ,everyone knows that ,includin me
i think i have no time to waste cause my time is precious now
i have so much things to do each day
and well i am goin to proceed to another topic

when we were havin dinner at one of the cafes near my hostel ,i mean my frens & i
hell i met with HIM & HIS GF again
why the hell the world is so small
so hell like wherever i am going he will damn gonna be at there
okay it was not so important to me whether i met with him SUCCESSFULLY or not
well i really actually hav put down and let go EVRYTHING ,I SWEAR
hell hell hell he sat down with her gf just right behind our table and was lookin at the menu ,i think so ...and then he sort of like talked to HIS GF that i am his ex or something ,i predict that this was what he said cause right next his gf turned her eyes to our table ...hell it was so fun we got so excited i wouldn't know how to describe things went on ...we talked sort of high-pitch and loud noise and laughed like WHO CARES ... i actually never ever turn my head and look behind ...some monutes later HE hold HIS GF's hand so tight,sort of and walked away and headed to another cafe ...that was where i started to look at them ...he kind of like SHOW OFF-ly holding HIS GF's hand and walked and walked and walked like the path of them never ends !! omg it was so damn funny and i wouldn't forget how funny it was ..i mean his silly face( well maybe handsome ?) and his GF (innocent ?) ...omg ....i met HIM twice in 2 days !! was it fated or what ? or actually the places to date at kampar left one or two ?? well ...i actually laughed alot instead of feeling bad ...he has another one whom he thinks she worths it ?well i have friends whom i think they worth hanging around !! well who's the winner MR.BEH... you knwo you are so funny so dilly so whatever to me (:
somewhat so SHIT oOo


P.S. it is not bout you at all ,HIS GF :)